I will never be good enough

Nothing I do will be good enough to make you happy. You told me if I told the truth we'd have no more problems, a stepping stone, and shit would get better. Was it hard to tell the truth,yeah it was. You always deserve the truth and I just suck at being what you deserve. I wish I could climb inside your head and know exactly what's going on, because you say one thing and then the next second you're saying another. I can't keep up.