What's the phrase?

I downloaded this game two days ago, and sadly I'm addicted to it. I now realize why I never downloaded games, because they are addicting. I've never played words with friends or any of the others but I decided to check this one out when my sister suggested it. And now I am addicted. Wtf 

Fuck it

I hate that you're the one playing the victim here. Like you haven't done ANYTHING to hurt me, emotionally or otherwise. You act like you've never lied, or that me lying is so much worse than you doing so. I forgive you for literally everything* and I don't question anything, I just move on. Maybe I should have. Maybe I should have asked people shit like you do with me. Maybe I should have talked to Lindsey about seeing her in march. I mean you don't believe me, but you believe everyone else so why shouldn't I be the same. If anyone is feeling like noone cares its me. I'm always feeling like you hate being with me, I never make you happy enough, and you've already admitted that you're stuck, all because I'm pregnant. Lol sorry for being such a burden for you.

My baby is the size of an oninion

Lol it's weird. I want my cute belly. Right now I just kinda look a little chubby. Plus I read that loud noises will startle my baby and I kinda wanna make a loud noise just so I can see how it reacts lol like how it feels. I like that I can kinda start feeling it, it doesn't really feel like anything yet but the feeling is kinda cool, like butterflies. I can't wait until July 2nd. Then ill know what my little munchkin is. Will it be lily or Noah. I can't wait to find out 💝💙👶

It doesn't even matter

It doesn't matter what I say or what I do. It's not "honest" enough for you. I could be hooked up to a lie detector and you would still think I'm lying. I GET IT I HAVE LIED TO YOU BEFORE. But you're not exactly a saint. We need to move on from this. 

I will never be good enough

Nothing I do will be good enough to make you happy. You told me if I told the truth we'd have no more problems, a stepping stone, and shit would get better. Was it hard to tell the truth,yeah it was. You always deserve the truth and I just suck at being what you deserve. I wish I could climb inside your head and know exactly what's going on, because you say one thing and then the next second you're saying another. I can't keep up.

Worst fiancée award goes to muah!

I'm honestly the worst fiancée in the world. I don't understand how someone can love me after all of this. He'd be so much better off without me. I need him thou. I'm selfish. I want him all mine, even thou I've been a piece of shit. He thinks it's easy for me, but it isn't. I just wanna disappear.

Fake bitches

Today I realized I have NO friends and its kindof sad. My "bestfriend" is being a bitch to me and wants to cause drama all because I won't blow off someone to hangout with her. But lets just keep in mind that she NEVER wants to hangout with me, and now that her ex has a new gf she wants to hangout with me. She's being a bitch because I don't wanna hangout because I wanna spend time with someone else. It isn't my fault, go have fun in PA visiting with your mom, and stop trying to be mean to me, it's annoying